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Conscious Breathing
From the dawn of our birth until the sunset of death, we breathe, always
and everywhere. Indeed, breath defines our life and supports us body and spirit.
Besides being central to life, ever-present, and connected to the spirit,
breathing involves an easily noticeable complex of physical sensations. Thus,
the practice of breath awareness was widely embraced by our ancestors in the
spiritual pursuit. The Buddha was engaged in breath awareness as his primary
practice at the time of his enlightenment. The Christian Desert Fathers, Hindu
Yogis, and Islamic Sufis employed variations of breath awareness.
Breath awareness forms a
subclass of the more general awareness of bodily sensations. Because the
breath always moves, the sensations of the bodily movements associated with
breathing remain with us continually from birth to death. The more subtle
sensations of the air moving through our nasal and oral passageways also stay
with us. To powerfully anchor ourselves to the present, we need only abide in
the sensations of each breath, one after another without a break. Since we
always breathe, we have the potential to practice breath awareness at any and
every waking moment.
A word of caution, though, at the
outset: in practicing breath awareness we make no change whatsoever to the
physical movement of the breath. We do not attempt to slow it down, speed it up,
or alter it any way. We only bring our attention and awareness to the sensations
of breathing, as they are, without imposing any changes on the breath. We do not
interfere with the vital function of breathing. We simply ease into awareness of
it and ride along to stay present.
Such relaxed and continuous
awareness of the sensations of breathing creates a sturdy and effective
basis for the path of spiritual transformation. This simple method entails
a direct attention to, and consciousness of, the actual physical sensations
associated with breathing. We might focus on the sensations in the nostrils,
the air movement across the upper lip, or the rise and fall of the abdomen
and rib cage. Or we might prefer to work with awareness of all of them
at once in a more global view of breathing. Each has its advantages. The
abdominal region offers relatively large movements, with obvious physical
sensations that we can readily engage and follow. The nostrils and upper
lip present a small, subtle, and very focused region. The narrow focus
can be more difficult to acquire and maintain but enables us to quickly
build up a sharp and strong attention. Global bodily awareness of breath
readily supports a conscious backdrop to common daily activities. Our
situation and state can guide us to the most appropriate style of practice
in any given moment.
In meditation on the breath, we allow the breath to breathe itself. We do not interpose ourselves as doing the breathing, as being the one who is breathing. Consciously letting the breath breathe itself can lead to the shocking realization that our usually concept of our self is wrong, that the self we believe ourselves to be is just a collection of patterns and memories with nothing at its core. Putting this in another way: we go about our day doing many things, believing we are the doer. When we come to sitting meditation, nothing much seems to be happening other than breathing. So always believing ourselves to be the doer, we think we are the one who is breathing. But if we let the breath breathe itself, we see that there is no doer. And that insight can puncture our illusion of ego, liberating us from the notion that we are a permanent, separate self.
From ancient times until today,
conscious breathing remains among the most powerful, effective, and natural
methods for centering ourselves in presence and preparing our being for
opening to the spirit.
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